Postulates of the Self
Time and time again, I am left wondering who I am. In my search for the self I have come across certain postulates of the self that have helped me find my place in this world. I try to mention identities that are proven documentarally, actually, and theoretically; which is the basis of truth. Please check it out and let me know what you think.
0. Dietaraly, I am a Vegetarian
1. Ethnicaly, I am a Desi
2. Linguisticaly, I am an Aryan
3. Culturaly, I am a Jew
4. Spiritualy, I am a Christian
5. Racialy, I am a Caucasian
6. Politicaly, I am an Anglophone
7. Economicaly, I am a Kamma
8. Ancestoraly, I am a Telugu
9. Anthropologicaly, I am a Dravidian
10. Astrologicaly, I am a Sagittarius
11. Intellectualy, I am a Superior
12. Avocationaly, I am a Webmaster
13. Sexualy, I am a Hetero
14. Instinctively, I am a Dionysian
15. Medicaly, I am an Anomaly
16. Stereotypicaly, I am a Habibi
17. Existentialy, I am an Indian
18. Academicaly, I am a Russian
19. Morphologicaly, I am a Human
20. Superficialy, I am a Hispanic
21. Photogenicaly, I am a Gweilo
22. Calisthenicaly, I am an American
23. Physicaly, I am a Roman
24. Criminaly, I am an Asian
25. Functionaly, I am a Latino
26. Martialy, I am a European
27. Fashionably, I am a Francophoned
28. Ontologicaly, I am a Greek
29. Internationaly, I am a Native
30. Secretly, I am a Muslim
31. Militarily, I am a Paki
32. Institutionaly, I am an Alien
33. Metaphoricaly, I am a Feminist
34. Vocaly, I am a Baratone
35. Occupationaly, I am a Consultant
36. Systematicaly, I am a Scientist
Notes:
The above mentioned words are what I gathered in my travels here in New York City. I find they work really well toward some level of functionality. I use such words with the understanding that we as humans are 99.99% the same. I try to take on the abilities of others unto myself.
So many have some kind of identity of one kind or the other. The above mentioned list is just my vain attempt at making sense of somethings which have worked for others and myself. May it also help you as it has helped me.
It is a brain teaser I must say and is influenced by the Rand institute which I read online at one to time say I am this or that. The book "The Fountainhead" is an interesting read recommened to me by Hillary Clinton. Dealing with the work life and the instuttional system can be really overwhelming and fitting into some kind of recprocity helps to overcome the odds. So check it out.
Being Asian for me was not a good experience. It started off pretty good but once I applied for American citizenship and got attacked by Blacks, Hispanics, and Whites then it soured and led me into a world of jail, institution, homelessness, and rehab; something I only rectified by converting to Christianity and admited to being a Christian. However, sex with the Asian people was really good.
Previously, I tried being racially an Asian but encountered a barrier when the Orientals considered me not to be Asian. Then, under some form of auditory hallucination I am led to believe that Black, White, Asian, Hispanic are economic classes of somekind. So is being Asian economically valid? Time will tell. Definitely, when I was an Asian in some way, form, or the other traveling, touring, socialzing, and sexing was really good. I was also able to save $600 a month. I also did pretty well in school and could only graduate college once I claimed to be Asian in the survery about race in the college application.
In all honesty, I never knew how to identify with the word Asian. So, this time around I am trying to be ancestorally an Asian. Maybe it will work. I gave up on being ancestorally Asian as the Asian experience was one wraught with anxiety and depression. It was a living hell. Not only that but the Orientals do not accept me as Asian anyway.
Now, I am trying to be politically Asian. Does it work? Again, the culture of liquor, violence, prostitution, gambling, and cultism is rampant all throughout Asian culture, largely stemming from the Orientals. That is the danger.
Now, I am trying to be academically an Asian. I must say in my final year in college I applied as an Asian rather than as Indian, Desi, or Dravidian in the college survey on how I identify myself. Somehow being an Asian I was able to socialize with a beautiful Pakistani woman and study effectively to get all A(s) in my classes. In a way being Asian works only in Academia. So, it is for this reason why I claim to be academically an Asian.
Now, I am identifying with being criminaly an Asian for the Asian identity is too wrought with some form of criminal ideation. I did go liquor, violence, prositution, gambling, and cultism as an Asian. I am learning how to deal with it by having a better criminal ideation, for the Asian people from the Orient are the most eloquent criminals in the world. Being criminaly an Asian better helps deal with my sin nature. Maybe it will work. This is my last try as an Asian.
I find those identities of Black, White Asian, and Hispanic which are mentioned in government and college surveys are political identities. Some work better than others. It is for that reason why I am admitting to being politically Blacky. In a way, many of my good close friends of many years have been Blacks. It only makes sense that I honor my relationship with them by being politically Blacky.
I gave up on being Blacky as it is causing me memory problems. Somehow being Whitey is helping more than being Blacky. How to be Blacky I have no clue as it conflicts with most of my identies like being Whitey. Yet, a Black coworker would insist that I am more Black than Asian. I took it to heart for many years but ended up in jail, institution, homeless shelter, and rehab as a result. That is the danger of being Black or Blacky.
Being a Black is one of the most difficult tings as it is in conflict with other people. However, I do notice that when I say that I am Black in some way I end up sleeping better. The sleep is so refresshing and vitalizing. The only issue is that my hand eye coordination is off. Why I do not know as the Blacks I have observed have really good hand eye coordination and physique. How to apply the Black identity is a mystery for now.
I gave up on the Black identity as it refers to the Negroid race of Jewish, Zen, Vudu, Hindu, and LGBTQ of the pagan upper castes. I am not them in any way, shape, form, or other. I am a Gentile who is Indian for the most part and not some Black person.
Now, I am trying to be politically a Democrat. Although I was registed in the republican part for some years I never could relate to their focus on corporate slavery and strict work ethic. I like what the Democrats strive for like healthcare, free education, universal basic income, and even free transportation.
I let go of the Democrat political identity as it did not help me that much. Now, I am trying to be politically Native as in a way I am a Native of the Indian subcontinent. I found the Natives of America are really good looking and are seriously good at wearing nice clothing and have a good look for dark skinned people to boot.
One identity I toyed around with was the Dravidian one from South India. When I identified with being Dravidian I was homeless. The food, clothing, and sex was really good but that may have been because I also identified with being Black and Asian. Being Dravidian was not a good experience. Somehow handing over my life to Jesus Christ and then later on converting to Christianity saved me from the curse of being Dravidian. Nonetheless, I am saying now that I am anthropologically Dravidian since I do not know anything better.
Also, This time I am trying to be economically Kamma. Will it work? God only knows. I am trying to be economically a Kamma, which is my caste identity. Maybe it will work. I read that economic status is based on income, education, and profession. Indeed, that is what Kammas are known for. Kammas have a six figure income, have at least a master's diploma, and are of some profession as in lawyer or doctor.
In a way, I think identifying with being Black was the downfall of my life. It was around my mid-30s that I took the Black identity more seriously at the encouragement of a Black coworker. She would insist that I be Black and is a better fit for me than Asian. However, being Black led me into a culture of jail, institution, homelessness, and rehab. It was really disillusioning. I can say for sure that I am not Black, African, or even Colored in any way, shape, form, or other. Those identities just do not work for me.
Being Indian was no good medically, residentially, economically, and even politically. However, I did do well academically as an Indian in terms of school and went to well ranked schools during those days of Indian citizenship. After so many years of psychotherapy I am lead to believe that I am racially an Indian. Definitely, my Black friends think so and are adamant about it.
Being a Desi I dressed nice and bought good clothes.
Being a Christian the housing is really good.
I am not sure of the economic status of being American. Trying it out, though. I opted for being culturally American as it is the most sought out for the world over.
Will being anthropologically Negro help me develop my upper body? Time will tell. I hesitate using the word Negro for myself as it lead me into jail, institution, homelessness, and rehab at one time in my life.
As far as the Negro identity is concerned, I am now trying to be physically a Negro for the strong muslces and back are from the Negro diaspora. They are able to lift heavy weights and live long with a practice of prayer and reading, writing, arithmetic.
The Paki identity is a new one for me so I still have time to figure it out. What will Paki lead me toward? I find Pakis are well recognized and are well protected from harm. Will being a Paki keep me safe from assault?
Will being Telugu engender a good family? Oddly enough although I am a Telugu by birth, it is only in my late 40s that I identified with being a Telugu. Go figure.
As far as culture is concerned, I am inclined to say that I am American but the Guyanese identity is too alluring to not mention.
Being athropologically a Caucasian makes sense to me and is quite alluring given white privelege but I am inclined to say I am anthropologically a Negro. However, the Negro identity connflicts with the Indian race identity so I forgoed saying it for my self. So, I opted for being racially a Caucasian and physically a Negro. An I say to myself that I am existentially an Indian.
Being superfically a Hispanic helped me to not be so spastic. I able to do things without shivering and shaking and being nervous too much.
All these postulates of the self help with memory and will power. Somethings work. So give it a try and say the words that help you and are proven documentarilly, actually, and theoretically.
0. Dietaraly, I am a Vegetarian
1. Ethnicaly, I am a Desi
2. Linguisticaly, I am an Aryan
3. Culturaly, I am a Jew
4. Spiritualy, I am a Christian
5. Racialy, I am a Caucasian
6. Politicaly, I am an Anglophone
7. Economicaly, I am a Kamma
8. Ancestoraly, I am a Telugu
9. Anthropologicaly, I am a Dravidian
10. Astrologicaly, I am a Sagittarius
11. Intellectualy, I am a Superior
12. Avocationaly, I am a Webmaster
13. Sexualy, I am a Hetero
14. Instinctively, I am a Dionysian
15. Medicaly, I am an Anomaly
16. Stereotypicaly, I am a Habibi
17. Existentialy, I am an Indian
18. Academicaly, I am a Russian
19. Morphologicaly, I am a Human
20. Superficialy, I am a Hispanic
21. Photogenicaly, I am a Gweilo
22. Calisthenicaly, I am an American
23. Physicaly, I am a Roman
24. Criminaly, I am an Asian
25. Functionaly, I am a Latino
26. Martialy, I am a European
27. Fashionably, I am a Francophoned
28. Ontologicaly, I am a Greek
29. Internationaly, I am a Native
30. Secretly, I am a Muslim
31. Militarily, I am a Paki
32. Institutionaly, I am an Alien
33. Metaphoricaly, I am a Feminist
34. Vocaly, I am a Baratone
35. Occupationaly, I am a Consultant
36. Systematicaly, I am a Scientist
Notes:
The above mentioned words are what I gathered in my travels here in New York City. I find they work really well toward some level of functionality. I use such words with the understanding that we as humans are 99.99% the same. I try to take on the abilities of others unto myself.
So many have some kind of identity of one kind or the other. The above mentioned list is just my vain attempt at making sense of somethings which have worked for others and myself. May it also help you as it has helped me.
It is a brain teaser I must say and is influenced by the Rand institute which I read online at one to time say I am this or that. The book "The Fountainhead" is an interesting read recommened to me by Hillary Clinton. Dealing with the work life and the instuttional system can be really overwhelming and fitting into some kind of recprocity helps to overcome the odds. So check it out.
Being Asian for me was not a good experience. It started off pretty good but once I applied for American citizenship and got attacked by Blacks, Hispanics, and Whites then it soured and led me into a world of jail, institution, homelessness, and rehab; something I only rectified by converting to Christianity and admited to being a Christian. However, sex with the Asian people was really good.
Previously, I tried being racially an Asian but encountered a barrier when the Orientals considered me not to be Asian. Then, under some form of auditory hallucination I am led to believe that Black, White, Asian, Hispanic are economic classes of somekind. So is being Asian economically valid? Time will tell. Definitely, when I was an Asian in some way, form, or the other traveling, touring, socialzing, and sexing was really good. I was also able to save $600 a month. I also did pretty well in school and could only graduate college once I claimed to be Asian in the survery about race in the college application.
In all honesty, I never knew how to identify with the word Asian. So, this time around I am trying to be ancestorally an Asian. Maybe it will work. I gave up on being ancestorally Asian as the Asian experience was one wraught with anxiety and depression. It was a living hell. Not only that but the Orientals do not accept me as Asian anyway.
Now, I am trying to be politically Asian. Does it work? Again, the culture of liquor, violence, prostitution, gambling, and cultism is rampant all throughout Asian culture, largely stemming from the Orientals. That is the danger.
Now, I am trying to be academically an Asian. I must say in my final year in college I applied as an Asian rather than as Indian, Desi, or Dravidian in the college survey on how I identify myself. Somehow being an Asian I was able to socialize with a beautiful Pakistani woman and study effectively to get all A(s) in my classes. In a way being Asian works only in Academia. So, it is for this reason why I claim to be academically an Asian.
Now, I am identifying with being criminaly an Asian for the Asian identity is too wrought with some form of criminal ideation. I did go liquor, violence, prositution, gambling, and cultism as an Asian. I am learning how to deal with it by having a better criminal ideation, for the Asian people from the Orient are the most eloquent criminals in the world. Being criminaly an Asian better helps deal with my sin nature. Maybe it will work. This is my last try as an Asian.
I find those identities of Black, White Asian, and Hispanic which are mentioned in government and college surveys are political identities. Some work better than others. It is for that reason why I am admitting to being politically Blacky. In a way, many of my good close friends of many years have been Blacks. It only makes sense that I honor my relationship with them by being politically Blacky.
I gave up on being Blacky as it is causing me memory problems. Somehow being Whitey is helping more than being Blacky. How to be Blacky I have no clue as it conflicts with most of my identies like being Whitey. Yet, a Black coworker would insist that I am more Black than Asian. I took it to heart for many years but ended up in jail, institution, homeless shelter, and rehab as a result. That is the danger of being Black or Blacky.
Being a Black is one of the most difficult tings as it is in conflict with other people. However, I do notice that when I say that I am Black in some way I end up sleeping better. The sleep is so refresshing and vitalizing. The only issue is that my hand eye coordination is off. Why I do not know as the Blacks I have observed have really good hand eye coordination and physique. How to apply the Black identity is a mystery for now.
I gave up on the Black identity as it refers to the Negroid race of Jewish, Zen, Vudu, Hindu, and LGBTQ of the pagan upper castes. I am not them in any way, shape, form, or other. I am a Gentile who is Indian for the most part and not some Black person.
Now, I am trying to be politically a Democrat. Although I was registed in the republican part for some years I never could relate to their focus on corporate slavery and strict work ethic. I like what the Democrats strive for like healthcare, free education, universal basic income, and even free transportation.
I let go of the Democrat political identity as it did not help me that much. Now, I am trying to be politically Native as in a way I am a Native of the Indian subcontinent. I found the Natives of America are really good looking and are seriously good at wearing nice clothing and have a good look for dark skinned people to boot.
One identity I toyed around with was the Dravidian one from South India. When I identified with being Dravidian I was homeless. The food, clothing, and sex was really good but that may have been because I also identified with being Black and Asian. Being Dravidian was not a good experience. Somehow handing over my life to Jesus Christ and then later on converting to Christianity saved me from the curse of being Dravidian. Nonetheless, I am saying now that I am anthropologically Dravidian since I do not know anything better.
Also, This time I am trying to be economically Kamma. Will it work? God only knows. I am trying to be economically a Kamma, which is my caste identity. Maybe it will work. I read that economic status is based on income, education, and profession. Indeed, that is what Kammas are known for. Kammas have a six figure income, have at least a master's diploma, and are of some profession as in lawyer or doctor.
In a way, I think identifying with being Black was the downfall of my life. It was around my mid-30s that I took the Black identity more seriously at the encouragement of a Black coworker. She would insist that I be Black and is a better fit for me than Asian. However, being Black led me into a culture of jail, institution, homelessness, and rehab. It was really disillusioning. I can say for sure that I am not Black, African, or even Colored in any way, shape, form, or other. Those identities just do not work for me.
Being Indian was no good medically, residentially, economically, and even politically. However, I did do well academically as an Indian in terms of school and went to well ranked schools during those days of Indian citizenship. After so many years of psychotherapy I am lead to believe that I am racially an Indian. Definitely, my Black friends think so and are adamant about it.
Being a Desi I dressed nice and bought good clothes.
Being a Christian the housing is really good.
I am not sure of the economic status of being American. Trying it out, though. I opted for being culturally American as it is the most sought out for the world over.
Will being anthropologically Negro help me develop my upper body? Time will tell. I hesitate using the word Negro for myself as it lead me into jail, institution, homelessness, and rehab at one time in my life.
As far as the Negro identity is concerned, I am now trying to be physically a Negro for the strong muslces and back are from the Negro diaspora. They are able to lift heavy weights and live long with a practice of prayer and reading, writing, arithmetic.
The Paki identity is a new one for me so I still have time to figure it out. What will Paki lead me toward? I find Pakis are well recognized and are well protected from harm. Will being a Paki keep me safe from assault?
Will being Telugu engender a good family? Oddly enough although I am a Telugu by birth, it is only in my late 40s that I identified with being a Telugu. Go figure.
As far as culture is concerned, I am inclined to say that I am American but the Guyanese identity is too alluring to not mention.
Being athropologically a Caucasian makes sense to me and is quite alluring given white privelege but I am inclined to say I am anthropologically a Negro. However, the Negro identity connflicts with the Indian race identity so I forgoed saying it for my self. So, I opted for being racially a Caucasian and physically a Negro. An I say to myself that I am existentially an Indian.
Being superfically a Hispanic helped me to not be so spastic. I able to do things without shivering and shaking and being nervous too much.
All these postulates of the self help with memory and will power. Somethings work. So give it a try and say the words that help you and are proven documentarilly, actually, and theoretically.
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